A word 'nothing' which simply indicates the absence of something, is a word I kinda like. It simply means peace to me. "...feels like nothing". Though it sounds bored, at least I'm free from something that bothers me. Imagine how free and relief it can be when you manage to say it out genuinely that you've NOTHING to do, NOTHING to worry about, etc. Free from burdensome and troublesome. The usage of 'nothing' helps alot when you don't feel like explaining on something that people ask. Answering, "Oh, it's nothing..." or "nothing in particular"...and it shall be the end of story.
Perhaps I'm a kinda person who has nothing to say, don't wanna talk much or maybe I actually don't know how to talk la in any kind of conversation.
With that, people around me can find me lonely and quiet. If you ask me something I answer something, that's it. Yeah I know it sounds real bored and not lively, but that's me.
Meanwhile, I also don't like others to know my own problem. Even if you sound it out from your heart, it can only comfort you more or gives you more choices to make(if anyone gives you some better ideas), at the end the solution still has to be made out by yourself. It's like when you're having an illness and go for a doctor's help, they can only give you the right medicine, it's up to you to take the medicine and follow the therapy or not. No one can cure you if you don't wanna cure yourself.
If I'm given a choice to live, I would prefer the world in the state of emptiness. The world of freedom. Even in the world of materialistic, mankind are still having lots of problems among themselves. Nihilism also exists which argues that life is without objective meaning, purpose, or intrinsic value. In this way, peace can't be achieved even we have lots of modern entertainments due to our self-centredness and self-absorption which are ascendant. Eventually, it's found that everything was pointless, full of misery or bodings of misery with no escape other than the certain black nothingness of death. It seems 'self' is too much important to oneself that couldn't be let go, thus definitely will suffer in the circle of life with greediness, hatred/love, addiction.
If there's a born, there'll be old and ill, then death. And it repeats as a circle. But remember, nothing is permanent. Even mountain can collapse, rocks can break, stones can decay, sand can flow away. So, people should really throw away the 'self' in order to achieve true peace.
If there's nothing, there's no something.
Well still, it's just a random thought.
However just like the mood of the title above, there will be nothing new to read here later on, till then...
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