Positive, Negative or Neutral?

Eh~ It's been quite sometime and many things happened lately that I don't know how to start. How about start from Ipoh Starwalk? Nah, nothing to say about since it's just a simply 7km walk. However, I'm satisfied running 7km Ipoh International Run where I can actually kept running non-stop from the start to the finishing line within the time limit. It's funny and a little disappointment because I've no idea why I didn't have this stamina before that to finish in top 10 in Michaelian Run few months ago. Ups-n-downs with my stamina...zz
By the way, I'm so thankful to my monitor for his ride that time and also present time. Thank you LHT!

Next, argghh...SMI Sports Day with full of disappointment, but no blaming here as I know I did my best, my class did the best, everyone did their best. "My Beloved Class, USS2!!! ~Peace~".
I'm glad too that I can have a chance to take part in the Guys' 100m Run final eventhough I knew the outcome will be bad.

Today is indeed a big day, a day which officially marks a fullstop to my librarian service, after a year long. Should I be happy or sad? Happy that it's so much relieved to handover the burden? or sad as I'll be no longer to work with friends and to the school again? No! I'm even down and got "short-circuited" during the final farewell. Well, guess I should say it's all over and its none of my business anymore.

Friendship and relationship is also another problem lately. I don't mean to direct this to anyone, I just hope that you guys can differentiate these two things and act accordingly and rationally, including myself ofcourse.
If things do not seem right, I'm sure to give up!
Meanwhile, I think being busybody isn't a good thing to be practised and you're just adding salt into injuries (if there's any).
Also, I hope I didn't overdo things all just by myself.
Everything here makes my eyes feeling heavy, heart feels the dark everywhere at the moment.
So, what should I be?
Positive, Negative, or Neutral???