After the recent monthly test, yes I admit that I've bad mood or emo even though I don't sound like it. To add salt to injuries, some people are moody too and perhaps they are the one who affect me.
"No, bad feeling, you come with no benefit, please stay away from me!"
This bad feeling of mine is indescribable or I just don't know how to express it. Maybe exams like MUET is approaching? And STPM is getting closer day by day? Most importantly is the skill of describing things effectively which I can hardly do so. Arggghhh.....
Reminiscence keeps on taking place in my mind and that reminds me about many past events which I pine a lot. I long for the time I attend my BM class, and other tuition classes as well. There I was like having another family out there. At that time, I enjoyed writing essays and the way the teachers scream, having fun with others, and many bittersweet stuffs. I also enjoyed playing football with my gang last time and now I miss it so badly.
As time passes and we grow older, most people or I can say everything, has changed, hopefully not into an unrecognizable way, please. I'm tired of it, not love comes before friendship, and not a hi-and-bye relation from a long-bonded fellowship, or the 'ship' will eventually sink.
Loneliness? Yes, I do have if I minus my pets accompaniment. Does two is better than one? Perhaps... Jealousy and guilty can now strike me easily and this is unusual to me. I try to get my time occupied with playing games and computer stuffs (yes, I'm actually hunting for good games) but this is just a stopgap.
Well, feed back that my blog's hard to understand however, me myself do not know what am I writing here either, eh.
"No, bad feeling, you come with no benefit, please stay away from me!"
This bad feeling of mine is indescribable or I just don't know how to express it. Maybe exams like MUET is approaching? And STPM is getting closer day by day? Most importantly is the skill of describing things effectively which I can hardly do so. Arggghhh.....
Reminiscence keeps on taking place in my mind and that reminds me about many past events which I pine a lot. I long for the time I attend my BM class, and other tuition classes as well. There I was like having another family out there. At that time, I enjoyed writing essays and the way the teachers scream, having fun with others, and many bittersweet stuffs. I also enjoyed playing football with my gang last time and now I miss it so badly.
As time passes and we grow older, most people or I can say everything, has changed, hopefully not into an unrecognizable way, please. I'm tired of it, not love comes before friendship, and not a hi-and-bye relation from a long-bonded fellowship, or the 'ship' will eventually sink.
Loneliness? Yes, I do have if I minus my pets accompaniment. Does two is better than one? Perhaps... Jealousy and guilty can now strike me easily and this is unusual to me. I try to get my time occupied with playing games and computer stuffs (yes, I'm actually hunting for good games) but this is just a stopgap.
Well, feed back that my blog's hard to understand however, me myself do not know what am I writing here either, eh.
(OMG: exceeded 200 words, LOL!) ✍
Anyway, here's part of a sudden old song in my mind,
"Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better...
And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better..."
