April of 2011

April is a month, the month which is filled up with lots of events. First of April, is a big day for fools to be fooled by foolish fools and to fool other fools, yes that's April Fool! However, it turns out to be a scary month for MUET examination and also the upcoming mid-term examination in May.

Meanwhile, this time to me, keeping another pet already isn't something new and it's no more unusual when it happens to give birth and the offspring eventually...(something bad happens)

Here's one of those adorable missing pets that I would like to share as remembrance; 

Farewell...

Easy come, easy go. We just can't help but we still have to let it go, so that we can move on...

Back to MUET, everyone was tension but when it's over everyone breathed a sigh of relief. So yeah, over is over and no more mentioning it until the result day comes. Alright, what next? Yes!! I would like to exclaim that it's the end of MUET day and the start of my birthday!!! Well, generally I don't treat birthday as an important day and so I don't expect to receive gifts or anything, but surprisingly I received one this year again. Let me show ya what is it here;

Naruto Konoha's designed Pocketwatch

Pocketwatches that I'm currently having now

Just for fun. External one is my old pocketwatch

Thanks, my Friends!!!!

Back to the main topic, it's time to prepare for the approaching exams and this is no joke! I need to do something or else...(Nah, cut it off I'm not gonna mention it here) Gonna off for awhile...

Happy Holidays and ALL THE BEST EVERYBODY!!!

  

Unutterable Mood

After the recent monthly test, yes I admit that I've bad mood or emo even though I don't sound like it. To add salt to injuries, some people are moody too and perhaps they are the one who affect me.
"No, bad feeling, you come with no benefit, please stay away from me!"
This bad feeling of mine is indescribable or I just don't know how to express it. Maybe exams like MUET is approaching? And STPM is getting closer day by day? Most importantly is the skill of describing things effectively which I can hardly do so. Arggghhh.....

Reminiscence keeps on taking place in my mind and that reminds me about many past events which I pine a lot. I long for the time I attend my BM class, and other tuition classes as well. There I was like having another family out there. At that time, I enjoyed writing essays and the way the teachers scream, having fun with others, and many bittersweet stuffs. I also enjoyed playing football with my gang last time and now I miss it so badly.

As time passes and we grow older, most people or I can say everything, has changed, hopefully not into an unrecognizable way, please. I'm tired of it, not love comes before friendship, and not a hi-and-bye relation from a long-bonded fellowship, or the 'ship' will eventually sink.

Loneliness? Yes, I do have if I minus my pets accompaniment. Does two is better than one? Perhaps... Jealousy and guilty can now strike me easily and this is unusual to me. I try to get my time occupied with playing games and computer stuffs (yes, I'm actually hunting for good games) but this is just a stopgap.
Well, feed back that my blog's hard to understand however, me myself do not know what am I writing here either, eh.

(OMG: exceeded 200 words, LOL!) ✍ 

Anyway, here's part of a sudden old song in my mind,

"Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better...

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better..."
 

A Little Answer to My Road

With reference to my Post 2 last year, having destinations in life is important so that you won't get lost in your 'road'.

Now, 1 year has passed since then, and I'm still living in action without passion. Yeah, it's a long nightmare already. 

Though, future is an unpredictable thing and you can't actually confirm what you're gonna be later, but you can try to make your road
harder cum straighter for a better and stable future.
So why wasting time trying to figure out those unidentified goals?
Be easy, man. Focus on your immediate goal!
Whatever it is, now I only know one thing that I must fulfill, that's to recompense my parents' blood, sweat and tears and also for anyone who've contributed its time on me. Guess this is everyone's responsibility and I will stay in position, trying my very best (perhaps) for the time being without turning back or crying over a split milk. Yes, your goal is my goal!
Today's STPM 2010 results day and the day in next year is my turn for that. C'mon, no more playing a fool and wasting time here.

Sigh...
I start to hate the school, the school system and the school life.
I will now have a "don't care" attitude towards things that discomfort me.
I will do as time passes.
I don't wanna make my life miserable anymore!
I don't care if there's people talking bad about me (like you're the best in the world),
I just wanna be myself!

Sigh...I have unvoluntary movements, muscle spasm and shivering.
Perhaps I have anxiety again.
Oh dear, please practise S.E.X. for a healthy lifestyle;

S - Sleep (At least 8 hours)
E - Eat (Balanced diet)
X - eXercise (Yeah I know it's lame to be 'x'...At least 3 times a week)

Phew~Hectic days...Alright, no more wasting time here. Till then...


~ Your goal is my goal, focus on your immediate goal ! ~