Au Revoir ~THE END~

Each and every time when I pen my thoughts on this electronic parchment, a tinge of sadness would normally envelope my heart. It screams sadly for the days that I've spent with all of you this time will soon come to an end like the sun setting, making for way for the night to reign supreme.

 Departing has never been an easy pill to swallow for it is bitter like the bitter gourd. Somehow we must come to terms with this reality of life. Talk about life, it reminds me of the wonderful moments that we get to share with all of you the droplets of sweat and tears, pain, sorrow, agony, and not forgetting the jubilant, happiness and laughter.

 Anyway, it's a biggest pleasure for standing by all of us here together through thick and thin. It's your attitude and aptitude of showing your gratefulness and invaluable services that touches hearts! This quality of yours is an asset many cannot claim to possess. These and many other experiences you have should be treasured for they will be the greatest tools you have in your hands. You have proven it yourself through this small demonstration and by all means prove it again when you step into the working world for they become more useful to you. Here, wishing all of you well in your future endeavour and have strong convictions to believe that you should thrive in your chosen vocation.

 Last but not least,  please have my thousands of apologise here if I have caused any inconveniences, misunderstandings, slowdowns, troubles and failures to anyone of you! I may have failed in doings, but my good intentions will never fade...

 Well, we shall part from here like a baby being torn from the mother, like the day retreating for the darkness, like the moment the Titanic sank, like the last breath of man and like the last day you spend time as one here. It is pain and pain but the behind the pain we see each other grow to become a responsible and mature yound adults. Au revoir and take care!

( Source: Modified from a Teacher's Booklet )
~Goodbye~

Climax of the Journey; The Turning Point!

Physiological find-a-word has described me being; SAD, EPIC, LOVE

I realize that my 19 years of living is in the dark...sounds horrible and epic, huh?

Alright, this post can be the continuous to my http://keenho.blogspot.com/2010/12/worst-ending.html

Well yeah...this is the critical time, the very peak moment for me to walk through as ALL sort of PROBLEMS pay me a visit at once!
First thing first, it's true that I always say, everything comes from a home.
I guess this is how I've been brought-up to what I am now.
Every time when I'm home, I don't feel peace, and the warmth of love.
But I know I have to accept it without blaming anyone.
Sometimes I wish back to be just a child who do not know what actually a problem is, but in my past more or less I did feel it somehow....hmmmm...
Right now, knowing that I'm the root of the family...
it really gimme a burden to hold.
I wonder, if there's no root, will it fall?
Two options now, either CARE or DON'T CARE.
I guess everything will come to a conclusion after my final exam.
Whatever it is, I just don't want Them to suffer anymore,
thus LETTING GO should be just the best way, I guess... Such a waste still...

Next up, I feel really bad for spoiling MY bond all by my own hands.
I've nothing to say about this except full of Regrets...
But I still wanna say, "SORRY if I've hurt you."
Whether you see this anot, or whether you'll approach me again anot,
I still hope so.
Gosh...somehow I feel like I've done so horribly all the way,
but too stupid not sure what it is,
and feel like now have been abandoned from the world,
and even wanna hide myself away from the world.
Meanwhile, STPM is just around the corner, but I'm totally not ready for It yet!
If This is the final key to unlock my future goal,
I MUST make good use of the remaining days,
despite having to face such unsolvable obstacles, which is very demotivating!
As usual like I've mentioned, I have no health problem except,
my nervous system which is getting more serious due to stress, and INSOMNIA!
Unstable state, I can't take it anymore, and I feel like I can collapse at anytime. A sudden-death time bomb, huh?
Seriously, I do need support from YOU, at least for a moment :(
How I wish to get out from home, from darkness, to have some trips and travels, a real fun of life, to have my genuine new life, but there's always MONEY that matters! Haiz...

After going through all my past updates,
I find that I can't really put words into actions.
Well said, but badly done!
What a big talk I am after all, but can't apply it...such a failure...haha...

Well, whatever it is, I believe there's still a purpose for me to live on earth.
I shall light up the Will of Fire,
to make this turning point to have a better end point,
for what I'm still Your GODson after all!
Thank GOD I had two miracles this year, may I have another one please?
HOPE?
Is there really always a light of hope in the darkness?
Or is everything actually nothing and I'm just making my life miserable?
I've cried all my tears dry and now I only wanna cry happy tears.

If possible, I will not see it as a problem but a challenge!

~ If I Don't Ever Exist, Perhaps You Won't Prolong Your Suffers ~

The Pearl?
A very sad ending eh...
but He still have Someone to walk beside with...

Nightmare

Starts early in the morning at the school, where the sky is still sunless. School lesson's carried on as usual. The surroundings of everybody studying is as usual. Feel of the warmness where every single friend gather around, chat around, play around. Very enjoyable, very peaceful, very simple, very warm.

But just when I make a blink, the whole building turns into blackout all of a sudden. It is unusual dark, looks like a haunted building drawn in the manga style image. The darkness where the lights couldn't escape from, objects that lights couldn't reflect from, leaving the surrounding without even shadows to be seen.

My hand reaches my pocket automatically, and there's a torchlight inside. Light it up but it's too dim to shine a thousand candles bright. But I can't bring out my handphone to contact or at least for some lights, for there's school rules to obey. Everyone seems to be panic and worried. Yelling comes from the mouth, but crying comes from the bottom of the heart where no one can hear. Feel of coldness this time, reaching the freezing point of the heart. Yeah...it feels like a doom's day.

A sudden random word appears to me, "LOYALTY". What does it mean? When I open my eyes, it's still morning but this time it has the theme of the moonlit night, and give me a break, it's time for me to go to school!

~A natural blackout is when God turns off Its lights and goes to bed~
I should have woken up when "September" ends...
but I'm going to bed at this time...till one day...just wait...wait....

- No Title -

This post isn't given a title as it shouldn't even exist. A piece of My Secret, huh? Well, I don't know... I guess this is where I have to let out some of my feelings, my heart's pressure and save it in the form of words here, as long as this thing lasts. It's so true that a man will be stressed for two things in life, Money or Lady. I still remember that I've once said naively during I was small, "I won't have a girl in future" and my Mum replied, "Aiya, now you say like that but you can't tell in future one"


Part1 (2005-2010)
Geez.. It's indeed I really can't tell this kinda thing. Surprisingly I had my first feeling since I'm in Form1. It's my first sight I guess, I don't know and I don't care. I don't even know Her but I find Her looks familiar, feel like a nearby neighbour. Knew Her in Form 2 same tuition but different class. One day, don't know why the teacher announced that she likes a guy called Wilson, and I was like... When I start to ride a bicycle, I cycle around my housing area and found another field where people plays football. It was so joyful when I found out Her house is just around there. Since then, I spent time playing football there. Well, it's time to come to Form3 and we went through PMR together with others. Yeah, I got 5As and I went to Her house in the evening and ask about Hers. She got 5As too if I'm not mistaken as I really forgot about this. Then, that's a very brave action of me to ask for Her phone number. Man, first time asking girl's phone number and I felt awkward. Glad she gave Me and I went home happily =.=" But, wait a minute...016, it's Digi but my new number is Maxis! So, from here guess you should know why I've owned another number, 016. At the same time I do feel she's already having a boyfriend, but I don't dare to ask, not that I shy to ask..it's that I can't accept the truth. So, I just maintain this relationship, being chatmates already more than enough to Me. This went till the time we set for SPM. Yes, I learnt she already having boyfriend and I also knew, it'll be all over soon. So, our last meeting would be the tuition farewell party after getting the SPM results. That's it between Her and Me...


Part2 (2010-2011)
After SPM thingy, decided to enter Form6 and this time I have set up my mind to be neutral in relationship. I'm sure to keep this well but things slightly went out of the way. There's sensitive cases started in the library where I'm carrying my duty. Did 'she' wanna chase me? C'mon, 'she' was having a bf alright, what's wrong with her? Hm.. what can I do other than act accordingly? I don't care. And that's it for us too. Gosh, she acts cool to me now, sorry.
Then not long enough there comes another one, and this time involved myself in. Anyway, I finally had my mind clear and I confirmed it's just a puppy love. Both of us ended this indirectly but we're still keeping our friendship and she already has her another one shortly which summed up to be a pretty good ending for us. Well, these library thingy not mainly considered part of this alright.

What I wanna start here is the moment that You started to join my class, Lss2 last year. I remember the first time I talk to You is by calling You 'lenglui' haha. And I'm so lucky to sit beside You after the sitting position arranging. Then I don't know why, during the ticket selling day, I used my handphone and automatically I searched for your name in 0.Facebook and added you as friend. Upon you approving me, I still remember the first thing I said to You on Facebook which is, "Ponteng scul go on9 la". Well, pretty funny eh..haha. Then, I even found your handphone number from your facebook info. Nice number, huh? Since then, I don't know why I keep on checking and stalking your profile like everyday. But I'm sure I'm still on my neutral state all the time throughout the lower six and so on, moreover I knew You're already in a relationship at that time. That's why I didn't really talk much to You. But once I got rumor about your breaking up nearly at the end of the year, I started to have caring feeling towards You, not that I wanna take advantage at that time but it just come naturally, I make it clear here!

Here it comes 2011, upper six life and everything was still neutral at the moment. Surprisingly, both of us manage to sit together again this time new arrangement. LOL. And until one day, sadly I forgot when and even who started first, we started to SMS each other. Hm...from friendly SMS wishing to SMS chatting. Till one day, I realized something's not really right, and I actually hinted this to J. since she's quite close to You. We even chat via Facebook walls. From there, LHT suddenly shocked me as if we have something something like that. Only that time, I started to realize that I also got slightly something towards You. Maybe You don't know this, and we continued like this throughout Muet exam as You need to improve your English. Things get pretty tensed up when I started to care about You more day by day, and I knew I might go out of my neutral state this time. We still were friends. But one day, because of your misunderstanding Facebook status post, I confessed of having a crush to You, man.. I wonder why I did that. You told me that your ex has some similarities to me like my name, and birthday. From there, I thought You might has just transposed your ex feeling to me, it's not a real feeling I think, but then I don't care.

After that, we even go deeper until we end up becoming ambiguous as You said. Both of us worried about our second time too as well as our unknown feeling and future. As we were getting closer day by day, one day You've scared me saying that You wanna stop this unknown relationship and you wanna focus on study. That was my first time crying for You and emo for the whole week. Then I made a statement asking You to continue like that but have a limitation, and we came together again. I talk to You, think of You, dream of You, and I even address You in a closer way. I bet You have your sweet times with me too, I bet that! Still, sometimes we had some awkward situation. You know why it's awkward? It's because both of us still have worries that is repelling. And I always worry about You because I care of You. I jealous of You because I love You. I don't know I can actually affect you on study but I myself built up my will to study since after mid-term exam! I feel like a little nerd that time -o.o-

I try to commit more but abit sad that You didn't really commit much I guess. I'm happy that You fold some heart shapes thingy and gave me. I'm sure to keep it forever, yeah..total 3 of it. But, I somehow realized something's not right when You start to reduce your chatting length recently. I try to maintain this until your birthday which I might bring You something good. Outing failed sadly. After that when I wish You birthday, where's your reply? Your warm reply? Haiz.. Then the next day I gave You a big birthday present after school, You received it happily. But after my sweet talk, You stopped Me, making Me speechless but not knowing what is happening. The next day was the start of trial exam but what I knew is serious problem is happening and I decided to talk to You. Well, your answer is totally out of my expectation. You said you don't want this, don't want Me, reject Me. The sadest part was that You said everything You've given is just a totally misunderstanding. WHAT IS THIS ALL NO FEEL THINGY??? From that time, my phone's crystal case cracks and the sky rains, and that's the time I really cry. Cry and cry and cry..and now is already the second week I cry. I have absolutely no mood to prepare for the exam seriously. All I can feel is, sudden coldness that freeze my whole body, heavy eyes that filled up with tears drop, and the broken heart that once all lived full of You. Sudden constipation, short of breathe, insomnia, no appetite, light-weighed, worried heart, troubled mind, all come and say hello. Sometimes, there's a saying which is true, "It's better to let it broken than trying to pick up the broken pieces which will even hurt you more". Well, I did try to repair our relationship, but everytime You hurt Me.

Haiz... what's wrong with me? Have I did too much and causes our relationship imbalance until You wanna break up with me? Wait, not even a break up because I'm not sure if we actually had started our date, so it's just You wanna give up on me. Why?? I need a proper answer for this. And now You even address Me as "someone" which isn't even in the your friend range. It's now drop to acquaintance and will I drop to stranger range? Am I that bad? Can we start all over again? What are You thinking? Do You still remember about My Request? I won't mark any of my relationship a full stop with the swear of my heart. I'm here always worry about You, pray for You, wait for You, miss You, and Love You.

~ It will be impossible but if You happen to see this mirage piece of secret somehow, please give it a Title. And do understand deeply about this author, Ng Keen Ho ~ to be continued in the future's déjà vu....

Blur case and Screwed up

I feel troubled and when I recall what happened yesterday, it's all totally confused and messed up! Every plan held was not smooth and right. Isshh..
Not only the holiday schedule failed to be followed all the way, the recent group study was ruined too. Here's a story to tell, more or less the story is like this...

...was in X library, 2nd floor and went to ground floor with my friend TJ to ask a librarian in-charge...

Me    : Er...Miss, is there no air-cond here?

Lib.A : Why?

Me    : (immediate reply) 'cos I can feel the temperature isn't right.

Lib.B : (suddenly interrupt during playing her FB) 'dik, kat mana u duduk... (tingkat mana?)

Me    : Ting...

TJ     : Tingkat 2

Me    : T-tingkat 2... tapi saya rasa mana-mana pun panas lah.

Lib.A : (speechless) ....

Lib.B : (gamuk) 'dik, u cakap macam tu u ingat seluruh librari ni tak panas ke? U ingat kami berdua duduk sini tak rasa apa-apa?? Kami cuma mau tanya tingkat mana...

Me    : Tak...tak... saya hanya hairan u tanya macam tu... masalah air-cond ni ada kena-mengena dengan tempat duduk?

Lib.B : Kami pun tak tahu masalahnya. Kami nak tanya tempat duduk sebab kami perlu kontak sistem air-cond dalam tingkat berkenaan...

Tj and Me: ................ Ohh, okay...faham faham... takpe lah. Terima kasih. (ciao~) =.="

Man, I need a judge here!
After that, the rest things pretty much messed up too throughout the day. Lesson learnt, I cannot act according to emotion.
Anyway, I should have back to prepare for exam.
I'm doomed, once again my revision is badly done this time. Till then!
Today is a special day ^^

Holiday's Schedule

• Wake up in the morning.
• Morning bath and brush teeth.
• Drink something and study.
• Breakfast and study.
• Lunch time and take my time!
• Study and study.
• Tea time and exercise.
• Rest and bath.
• Dinner time and TV time.
• Study and study.
• Supper and brush teeth.
• Call it a day and sleep.

Sounds niz eh?
Ofcoz play time and sweet time as well as business time
are included in between =P
Hope this can last organised for 24/7 in this holiday.
Miss ya to the max~

"Bangun pagi, gosok gigi,

Cuci muka, terus mandi,
Pakai baju minum susu,
Salam ayah dan ibu..."

Positive, Negative or Neutral?

Eh~ It's been quite sometime and many things happened lately that I don't know how to start. How about start from Ipoh Starwalk? Nah, nothing to say about since it's just a simply 7km walk. However, I'm satisfied running 7km Ipoh International Run where I can actually kept running non-stop from the start to the finishing line within the time limit. It's funny and a little disappointment because I've no idea why I didn't have this stamina before that to finish in top 10 in Michaelian Run few months ago. Ups-n-downs with my stamina...zz
By the way, I'm so thankful to my monitor for his ride that time and also present time. Thank you LHT!

Next, argghh...SMI Sports Day with full of disappointment, but no blaming here as I know I did my best, my class did the best, everyone did their best. "My Beloved Class, USS2!!! ~Peace~".
I'm glad too that I can have a chance to take part in the Guys' 100m Run final eventhough I knew the outcome will be bad.

Today is indeed a big day, a day which officially marks a fullstop to my librarian service, after a year long. Should I be happy or sad? Happy that it's so much relieved to handover the burden? or sad as I'll be no longer to work with friends and to the school again? No! I'm even down and got "short-circuited" during the final farewell. Well, guess I should say it's all over and its none of my business anymore.

Friendship and relationship is also another problem lately. I don't mean to direct this to anyone, I just hope that you guys can differentiate these two things and act accordingly and rationally, including myself ofcourse.
If things do not seem right, I'm sure to give up!
Meanwhile, I think being busybody isn't a good thing to be practised and you're just adding salt into injuries (if there's any).
Also, I hope I didn't overdo things all just by myself.
Everything here makes my eyes feeling heavy, heart feels the dark everywhere at the moment.
So, what should I be?
Positive, Negative, or Neutral???
 
 

~Days Past~ (Random)

"Power?
Am I looking for power?

Ever since,
the first day I saw you...

I somehow knew,
we could be friend...

I was never lonely,
because you was there...

It felt like,
those day would last forever...


We walked along,
the same paths because...

We chose,
Life and Death together...

I believed in you...always...
because we shared so much..."

From:- Suikoden II

Again...

...or I can say finally,
my anxiety, grief and my sense of deadwood had burst into tears. This actually happened since I got a sad cum touching dream about my late Grandma 3 weeks back. Well, guess everyone would miss their late ones especially when they're having hard times in life. However, there's no time to be sad, for there's still a priority to maintain my mood and concentration on studies...or whatever's important now. Mid-term exam has ended with disappointment again. Sometimes, I even wonder if I've chosen myself a wrong path, and is there any turning back? Back then, I realized that my purpose in joining form6 is to score back my physics paper which I merely did during SPM, but after all  these papers have haunted me down even in my dream. "I shouldn't take these papers or enter science stream!", regretting in my mind. Hm....

Meanwhile, I've no idea why I've this thought recently :-

"Being accepted by others is harder than to accept someone".
Maybe I'm just kind enough to be friend with someone, and I'm patient enough to bear the problems they might have.
But, how about what others think about me? I can still tell that there's in-and-out in my friend list and also people around me. These people can totally ignore you but when it comes to something important, they can be friendly again. So, what's wrong here? Is there any permanent friendship that can last forever? Nothing is permanent by the way and if that's so, I can just play my part to be nice to others and cherish the good times we had together.

It's true that honest communication is essential to maintain a true friendship or a relationship, and this means no backstabbing people, but I also believe that it isn't the right way to be too straight forward, aggressive, etc. Why don't you let it happens spontaneously, naturally? Sometimes, too much actions will cause negative reactions. There are still some people who pissed me off when they are so aggressive, too actable, too arrogant, too silly, and harmful to others.

Back to the topic,  it makes sense if the amount of things increases, the number of problems also increases. When there's life, there's death. To all mankind and especially pet lovers out there, this is the fact that we must accept and face through. Another sad case which I've fish pet and I was happy when I thought it was pregnant but later I learnt that it's actually having symptom/deadly disease called dropsy. Same thing here, when there's happiness there's sadness. If I can make it, I would rather choose to be NEUTRAL!

Perhaps I've no wisdom and not matured enough to find the answer of my questions.

April of 2011

April is a month, the month which is filled up with lots of events. First of April, is a big day for fools to be fooled by foolish fools and to fool other fools, yes that's April Fool! However, it turns out to be a scary month for MUET examination and also the upcoming mid-term examination in May.

Meanwhile, this time to me, keeping another pet already isn't something new and it's no more unusual when it happens to give birth and the offspring eventually...(something bad happens)

Here's one of those adorable missing pets that I would like to share as remembrance; 

Farewell...

Easy come, easy go. We just can't help but we still have to let it go, so that we can move on...

Back to MUET, everyone was tension but when it's over everyone breathed a sigh of relief. So yeah, over is over and no more mentioning it until the result day comes. Alright, what next? Yes!! I would like to exclaim that it's the end of MUET day and the start of my birthday!!! Well, generally I don't treat birthday as an important day and so I don't expect to receive gifts or anything, but surprisingly I received one this year again. Let me show ya what is it here;

Naruto Konoha's designed Pocketwatch

Pocketwatches that I'm currently having now

Just for fun. External one is my old pocketwatch

Thanks, my Friends!!!!

Back to the main topic, it's time to prepare for the approaching exams and this is no joke! I need to do something or else...(Nah, cut it off I'm not gonna mention it here) Gonna off for awhile...

Happy Holidays and ALL THE BEST EVERYBODY!!!

  

Unutterable Mood

After the recent monthly test, yes I admit that I've bad mood or emo even though I don't sound like it. To add salt to injuries, some people are moody too and perhaps they are the one who affect me.
"No, bad feeling, you come with no benefit, please stay away from me!"
This bad feeling of mine is indescribable or I just don't know how to express it. Maybe exams like MUET is approaching? And STPM is getting closer day by day? Most importantly is the skill of describing things effectively which I can hardly do so. Arggghhh.....

Reminiscence keeps on taking place in my mind and that reminds me about many past events which I pine a lot. I long for the time I attend my BM class, and other tuition classes as well. There I was like having another family out there. At that time, I enjoyed writing essays and the way the teachers scream, having fun with others, and many bittersweet stuffs. I also enjoyed playing football with my gang last time and now I miss it so badly.

As time passes and we grow older, most people or I can say everything, has changed, hopefully not into an unrecognizable way, please. I'm tired of it, not love comes before friendship, and not a hi-and-bye relation from a long-bonded fellowship, or the 'ship' will eventually sink.

Loneliness? Yes, I do have if I minus my pets accompaniment. Does two is better than one? Perhaps... Jealousy and guilty can now strike me easily and this is unusual to me. I try to get my time occupied with playing games and computer stuffs (yes, I'm actually hunting for good games) but this is just a stopgap.
Well, feed back that my blog's hard to understand however, me myself do not know what am I writing here either, eh.

(OMG: exceeded 200 words, LOL!) ✍ 

Anyway, here's part of a sudden old song in my mind,

"Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better...

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better..."
 

A Little Answer to My Road

With reference to my Post 2 last year, having destinations in life is important so that you won't get lost in your 'road'.

Now, 1 year has passed since then, and I'm still living in action without passion. Yeah, it's a long nightmare already. 

Though, future is an unpredictable thing and you can't actually confirm what you're gonna be later, but you can try to make your road
harder cum straighter for a better and stable future.
So why wasting time trying to figure out those unidentified goals?
Be easy, man. Focus on your immediate goal!
Whatever it is, now I only know one thing that I must fulfill, that's to recompense my parents' blood, sweat and tears and also for anyone who've contributed its time on me. Guess this is everyone's responsibility and I will stay in position, trying my very best (perhaps) for the time being without turning back or crying over a split milk. Yes, your goal is my goal!
Today's STPM 2010 results day and the day in next year is my turn for that. C'mon, no more playing a fool and wasting time here.

Sigh...
I start to hate the school, the school system and the school life.
I will now have a "don't care" attitude towards things that discomfort me.
I will do as time passes.
I don't wanna make my life miserable anymore!
I don't care if there's people talking bad about me (like you're the best in the world),
I just wanna be myself!

Sigh...I have unvoluntary movements, muscle spasm and shivering.
Perhaps I have anxiety again.
Oh dear, please practise S.E.X. for a healthy lifestyle;

S - Sleep (At least 8 hours)
E - Eat (Balanced diet)
X - eXercise (Yeah I know it's lame to be 'x'...At least 3 times a week)

Phew~Hectic days...Alright, no more wasting time here. Till then...


~ Your goal is my goal, focus on your immediate goal ! ~

Happy 1st Anniversary!!!

An anniversary? Yeah, 1 year has already passed since this blog was created. So, Happy 1st Birthday to my blog!
Hehe...2010's cases are closed and now again, a new start begins.
Hope everything's alright till the very end. Well, nothing much to blog actually...but wait, maybe I should highlight those ups-n-downs throughout the year;

• January - Owned my very 1st proper PC with broadband at home finally after 17 years of living thanks to Sis and Dad.
• February - Found and worked as a part timer for F&N Beverages for 3 weeks with great pay thanks to my Friend and Dad.
• March - Boring holidays with free time to catch up some popular animes and study on how to use the PC while waiting for Form6's offer letter.
• April - Reached 18th and immediately went for IC renewal to open my very 1st bank's saving account. Wireless broadband sucks, terminated and applied for Streamyx line. 
• May - Had my very 1st part time's salary claimed then used for purchasing a new mobile phone and school reopens for Form6. During the orientation, met back lots of old pals and made new buddies elsewhere. Had chosen into Lss2 the 'great' pre-U class ever. 
• Jun - Had an Art-stream-changing minded but remained still in Science class eventually. Had chosen my coco-activities and applied for school librarian's membership.  
• July - Had a ''schooling + facebook-ing + sleeping'' lifestyle (boring)
• August - After 09/10 BOSL's farewell party and librarian test, officially became a Marian Librarian and also its book management head (gosh, lots of things to do but still haven't done)
• September - Stopped all tuitions except Maths (can't concentrate in class)
• October - Final year exam reached with no revision done...sigh.
• November - Finally sustained 100% school attendance for lower six days before a long holiday to come. Had an awesome class BBQ at classmate's house and crazy steamboat (they don't eat Chinese fondue but play hot pot!) with my schoolmates.
• December - A bittersweet month in the family but had great outings with buddies.

▼ My favourite food ▼

▲ of the year! ▲

It doesn't matter where you go in life, what you do...it's how many people's smiles you've brought to.

Ohya, Happy New Year 2011 guys!!!