Eh~ It's been quite sometime and many things happened lately that I don't know how to start. How about start from Ipoh Starwalk? Nah, nothing to say about since it's just a simply 7km walk. However, I'm satisfied running 7km Ipoh International Run where I can actually kept running non-stop from the start to the finishing line within the time limit. It's funny and a little disappointment because I've no idea why I didn't have this stamina before that to finish in top 10 in Michaelian Run few months ago. Ups-n-downs with my stamina...zz
By the way, I'm so thankful to my monitor for his ride that time and also present time. Thank you LHT!
Next, argghh...SMI Sports Day with full of disappointment, but no blaming here as I know I did my best, my class did the best, everyone did their best. "My Beloved Class, USS2!!! ~Peace~".
I'm glad too that I can have a chance to take part in the Guys' 100m Run final eventhough I knew the outcome will be bad.
Today is indeed a big day, a day which officially marks a fullstop to my librarian service, after a year long. Should I be happy or sad? Happy that it's so much relieved to handover the burden? or sad as I'll be no longer to work with friends and to the school again? No! I'm even down and got "short-circuited" during the final farewell. Well, guess I should say it's all over and its none of my business anymore.
Friendship and relationship is also another problem lately. I don't mean to direct this to anyone, I just hope that you guys can differentiate these two things and act accordingly and rationally, including myself ofcourse.
If things do not seem right, I'm sure to give up!
Meanwhile, I think being busybody isn't a good thing to be practised and you're just adding salt into injuries (if there's any).
Also, I hope I didn't overdo things all just by myself.
Everything here makes my eyes feeling heavy, heart feels the dark everywhere at the moment.
So, what should I be?
Positive, Negative, or Neutral???
♈ Myself
- KeenHo Ng
- A non-talented guy. Not a good writer after all. So, please read it with mercy, TQ. Have a nice day.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
~Days Past~ (Random)
"Power?
Am I looking for power?
Ever since,
the first day I saw you...
I somehow knew,
we could be friend...
I was never lonely,
because you was there...
It felt like,
those day would last forever...
We walked along,
the same paths because...
We chose,
Life and Death together...
I believed in you...always...
because we shared so much..."
From:- Suikoden II
Am I looking for power?
Ever since,
the first day I saw you...
I somehow knew,
we could be friend...
I was never lonely,
because you was there...
It felt like,
those day would last forever...
We walked along,
the same paths because...
We chose,
Life and Death together...
I believed in you...always...
because we shared so much..."
From:- Suikoden II
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Again...
...or I can say finally,
my anxiety, grief and my sense of deadwood had burst into tears. This actually happened since I got a sad cum touching dream about my late Grandma 3 weeks back. Well, guess everyone would miss their late ones especially when they're having hard times in life. However, there's no time to be sad, for there's still a priority to maintain my mood and concentration on studies...or whatever's important now. Mid-term exam has ended with disappointment again. Sometimes, I even wonder if I've chosen myself a wrong path, and is there any turning back? Back then, I realized that my purpose in joining form6 is to score back my physics paper which I merely did during SPM, but after all these papers have haunted me down even in my dream. "I shouldn't take these papers or enter science stream!", regretting in my mind. Hm....
Meanwhile, I've no idea why I've this thought recently :-
"Being accepted by others is harder than to accept someone".
Maybe I'm just kind enough to be friend with someone, and I'm patient enough to bear the problems they might have.
But, how about what others think about me? I can still tell that there's in-and-out in my friend list and also people around me. These people can totally ignore you but when it comes to something important, they can be friendly again. So, what's wrong here? Is there any permanent friendship that can last forever? Nothing is permanent by the way and if that's so, I can just play my part to be nice to others and cherish the good times we had together.
It's true that honest communication is essential to maintain a true friendship or a relationship, and this means no backstabbing people, but I also believe that it isn't the right way to be too straight forward, aggressive, etc. Why don't you let it happens spontaneously, naturally? Sometimes, too much actions will cause negative reactions. There are still some people who pissed me off when they are so aggressive, too actable, too arrogant, too silly, and harmful to others.
Back to the topic, it makes sense if the amount of things increases, the number of problems also increases. When there's life, there's death. To all mankind and especially pet lovers out there, this is the fact that we must accept and face through. Another sad case which I've fish pet and I was happy when I thought it was pregnant but later I learnt that it's actually having symptom/deadly disease called dropsy. Same thing here, when there's happiness there's sadness. If I can make it, I would rather choose to be NEUTRAL!
Perhaps I've no wisdom and not matured enough to find the answer of my questions.
my anxiety, grief and my sense of deadwood had burst into tears. This actually happened since I got a sad cum touching dream about my late Grandma 3 weeks back. Well, guess everyone would miss their late ones especially when they're having hard times in life. However, there's no time to be sad, for there's still a priority to maintain my mood and concentration on studies...or whatever's important now. Mid-term exam has ended with disappointment again. Sometimes, I even wonder if I've chosen myself a wrong path, and is there any turning back? Back then, I realized that my purpose in joining form6 is to score back my physics paper which I merely did during SPM, but after all these papers have haunted me down even in my dream. "I shouldn't take these papers or enter science stream!", regretting in my mind. Hm....
Meanwhile, I've no idea why I've this thought recently :-
"Being accepted by others is harder than to accept someone".
Maybe I'm just kind enough to be friend with someone, and I'm patient enough to bear the problems they might have.
But, how about what others think about me? I can still tell that there's in-and-out in my friend list and also people around me. These people can totally ignore you but when it comes to something important, they can be friendly again. So, what's wrong here? Is there any permanent friendship that can last forever? Nothing is permanent by the way and if that's so, I can just play my part to be nice to others and cherish the good times we had together.
It's true that honest communication is essential to maintain a true friendship or a relationship, and this means no backstabbing people, but I also believe that it isn't the right way to be too straight forward, aggressive, etc. Why don't you let it happens spontaneously, naturally? Sometimes, too much actions will cause negative reactions. There are still some people who pissed me off when they are so aggressive, too actable, too arrogant, too silly, and harmful to others.
Back to the topic, it makes sense if the amount of things increases, the number of problems also increases. When there's life, there's death. To all mankind and especially pet lovers out there, this is the fact that we must accept and face through. Another sad case which I've fish pet and I was happy when I thought it was pregnant but later I learnt that it's actually having symptom/deadly disease called dropsy. Same thing here, when there's happiness there's sadness. If I can make it, I would rather choose to be NEUTRAL!
Perhaps I've no wisdom and not matured enough to find the answer of my questions.
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